The Almighty One

Merry Xmas

2009-12-24T02:16:06Z

So I am posting my LJ christmas wishes now! Got a phone call at 730am from aaron's mom with the news of his pop. I knew it wasn't a good scene because no one calls the house that early and I didn't have a good feeling. So we are taking the DRl to deer lake where we will meet his parents. Me and aaron exchanged gifts tonight because we didn't see the point in taking our stuff. But we didn't open the rest of the gifts, saving those for xmas!!!!
So the funeral is on saturday, which will be hard, and we will probably be back most likely on sunday.

So everyone have a merry xmas and send loving and support to aaron. He won't show it but he is in a bad way. God love him.

Peace!

Working out

2009-12-04T02:39:50Z

So I went to the gym tonight for the first time in three weeks. And it feels pretty good. Starting off little slow to work myself back to the level I was about 2 months ago. However, I did brave the scale and it read 136, hovering around 135.
Well, that only leaves me with around 5 pounds to reach my goal.

I think the reason is i have lost a lot of muscle weight and I am very determined to get it back!
Time to pump back up!!!!

Woo

2009-12-02T01:39:58Z

So tonight after my shift I helped a lady put her groceries away in her car becasue it was really windy and she was having trouble.
It made me feel good. :D Doing a good deed.

eden_83 @ 2009-11-30T22:49:00

2009-12-01T02:19:41Z

So i have officially made it through November at work, and good fucking riddance! I pray i do not have to do this again next Christmas as I am hoping to have a better job.I know December is just as busy I only have to get through three more weeks of hell!
Right now I am surviving through a eight days in a row from hell. Tomorrow is day six and i cannot wait till Friday so I can sleep.
I have been totally not doing anything with the gym the past couple of weeks because of work and Aaron's shitty schedule. So this week since he is getting off work earlier, it's time to get back in. Definitely making that a new year's resolution. Get in awesome shape! Again!
It's weird to be on the ugly side of xmas this year seeing how I work at a retail place and have had xmas shit shoved down my throat for the past four weeks. People are bat shit crazy of getting family and/or their kid's CHRISTMAS pictures taken. Who cares!!!!!!!! I sure as shit don't. But i'm the professional so I know what I'm dong. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH! I love it when parents say that...oh man. And the best part is that the parents have to have everyone smiling in the picture because they sure aren't going to send away 100 cards of their kid NOT smiling. Now, it's not only xmas but parents are crazy all year getting pictures done. And not going to go into baby pictures. People bring their babies in for pictures when they are under 10 days old! WTF you gonna due with a kid under 10 days. They look like aliens!
Anyway, the only good thing about after xmas is my birthday. Which I will be a quarter century old. I don't like the thought of that. I don't feel it...

halloween

2009-11-02T15:49:05Z

I believe this year was a somewhat success. Sure I did dress up! Hand candy out to kids. And went to a party but didn't make it downtown. Aw poor. Maybe another year.......
But I had fun none the less and enjoyed the weekend off. Now it's getting to the gym to work off all that candy. eek.
So I leave you all with a little ivy.....Enjoy!

Halloween!

2009-10-21T23:24:43Z

Still haven't figured out a good costume to do this year! This weekend is my last chance! Hopefully I can find something good. It sucks since I'm rushed because my job sucks ass! IE working all weekend again because our new dept. manager has no idea what's she's doing! So I have put all my hopes on winning the lottery!
I know it's sad but it's amazing how money can fix most of peoples problems.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh

2009-09-14T14:57:00Z

You know what the best days are? Being able to sit on my butt after working all weekend and playing WoW. Also, if the rain dies down I may go for a way. I love walking in the rain( only if it's lightly raining). But for the rest of the weekend I am going to be contemplating what to do with my weekend off. I hope it will be nice out. Maybe even go for a road trip! OOOooooh that would be exciting!

Forgot about Lj

2009-09-08T17:30:47Z

Completely forgot about little old live journal. So I'm still working at Dominion and not liking it. I seem to have to change jobs every six months until I find something that I actually enjoy. Oh well, guess that's just me being stubborn. Otherwise life is fairly blah, and pretty much the same old. Got a little hot headed last night and had one of my outbursts.Seem to have a lot of those but they usually blow over. I'm a girl! I'm allowed to have those...right? Yes?
Anyways, just watching Star Ship Troopers and just about to go and walk to work.
Thank god it's only until 9 and I get tomorrow off. WOOOO! Didn't make my run today but maybe tomorrow.

Bus Prices

2009-07-30T14:29:02Z

So I was checking out bus prices on the Acadian lines website and they have gone up drastically. It's over 60 dollars to take the bus to halifax airport! I think I remember a time when the bus was no ridiculously expensive. Well, Aaron and I still have MUN cards so maybe we could pass off the student price, HAHA!
Suckers.....

Guinea pig, what are you doing?

2009-06-18T02:03:34Z

Recently Caligula developed a lump around his scrotum again. Another ab cyst( not sure on spelling). It has been almost a year since he had the last one but it popped much quicker this time. The first one was there for almost a week and didn't get popped until we went to the vet. This time it was Sunday, Monday, popped on Tuesday, and one trip to vet with antibiotics later he's looking good. Going in for a re-check on Friday which will cost fifty odd some dollars out of my pocket!

My life has been drudging along:
Job - Still at the Dominion averaging 26 hours a week. I keep looking everywhere for anything relating to what experience I have and schooling. I know that the rate I am working i won't be able to afford to pay my student loan in October if my hours stay as they are.

Health - The heat burn and the upset stomachs have calmed waaaaaaaay down, because i am being a little more cautious about what am eating and not snacking in between meals. I have gotten down to between 135 and 140lbs. My goal is to reach 130 before I go home in August so i still got some time. :D

General Life - WoW has pretty much consumed my free time. I should be getting back into sketching and keeping a sketchbook, and trying to save up for a camera. EEK! Damn you WoW! I also picked up playing The Legend of Dragoon again. Ugh! Sometime I get these moods and can't stop playing games! Been super rotted because I am behind in my manga with lack of money! However, I do get my Bleach fix every week with a new chapter and a new episode. It seems redundant to read the books and watch the show but that is how awesome the story is!

Right now Aaron is lying behind me on the futon and I need to fart. Hmmmmmm...could hilarity ensue?

Ragh

2009-06-05T23:20:09Z

I don't know if it's lack of money,sex, or life that been stressing me out. Maybe it's all three. Probably the reason also why my health has been all messed up. Ugh.
I wish I was a guinea pig, where I just eat and lie around in my own poo with your only worry is when your going to get a carrot.

(Lack of sex you think? True story. And it's not because I have a headache.....)

Okay!

2009-04-29T01:02:25Z

Finally went to see the doctor tonight because I am stupid for putting it off for so long. So, he basically said I can't eat anything yummy or after 6 pm while I am on the medication to reduce acid in my tummy. However, I do have to get blood work done, which I will do on friday, to see if there are any infections. HOWEVER! After I wait for the time to pass for the results, if the results were clean and nothing was found, then the next step is to go back to the doctor and a SCOPE will be done.

I pray the blood work finds something! ANYTHING!

So now I have to find out what I can eat for the next 30 days. After 6 the only thing I am allowed to eat if I get hungry is jell-o, a cookie(without chocolat), and drink a glass of milk. Funny enough, I don't drink white milk because it is gross so I will cheat by drinking chocolat milk.
It's still milk dammit!!

Ah crap.....

2009-04-24T00:47:00Z

Ok, so I have had enough. I am going to the clinic with Aaron on Saturday to get some meds to fix my acid reflux problems. It's weird because I have never had this problem before. Could be years of eating shitting food catching up with me. So I will go and we shall see. Also, I am thinking about taking calcium pills to help prevent such fun things as osteoporosis, because were I am on the pill and don't drink white milk at all! And we go through chocolate milk very quickly.
Plus, I got nauseated and threw up last week for no apparent reason, and I was reading that acid reflux can cause you to vomit. Great.....

Creepy....

2009-03-18T15:52:52Z

So around 3AM this morning, Aaron wakes up with a start, which in turn wakes me up. He has a mild freak out THEN proceeds to rip all the blankets off the bed and lay back down to go to sleep.
Now, we don't leave the heat on in the room, so sans blankets means really fucking cold.
So I start asking Aaron what's wrong and why he ripped all the blankets off the bed. He has no idea what I am talking about! Super creepy. Then i get angry and go to the bathroom to pee and tell him to put the blankets back on the bed. I come back into the room and he just covered himself in one of the small thin quilts. So I yelled at him (cause that seemed the only way i was getting through) and told him that all the rest of the blankets were still on the floor at the end of the bed. So he gets up and puts the rest of the blankets on the bed, crawls under and fall back to sleep.
So I get back into bed, cold, angry and WTF'd OUT!

I will have to discuss this with him when he gets home from work......that next time he wants to freak out just scream, it's warmer.

Don't...want ......GAS PAIN!

2009-03-09T14:59:53Z

For the past couple of weeks I have been having serious heartburn and digestive issues, especially around night time. It sounds like acid reflux disease so last week Aaron was awesome enough to buy me a bottle of Rolaids which I have been eating after meals. I think I have actual damage to my esophagus because it's actually sore when I am relaxed or haven't eaten anything. So my resolve is to do the old not eat after 7pm to see if it will stop the bloating and the heart burn. I figure I will go for a month or so and if the symptoms are still around after that then I will go see a doctor. Now, I won't start eating after 7pm in a month's time....don't need to mess up my digestive system already! Oh well,we shall she what a month's time will bring.

Waiting sucks...

2009-03-04T16:17:52Z

So I was informed last night that my dad is going to charlottetown today to get the results of his scope done on his prostate. Mom said they took about 6 samples to get a pretty good idea of what is going on. Mom is going with dad because the doctor advised to have someone there with you when he read the results. Since mom is staying with my sister overnight I will have to hound her for answers.

Crap

On a lighter note, I did fix my loan repayment plan and get my T4 today! :D

BULLSHIT!!!!

2009-03-03T01:25:10Z

You know what's bullshit??? My mom.

Story:

Way back at the end of October 2008 I won a clarinet off ebay. I had the clarinet sent home to PEI because I didn't know if it would get to me before we moved in december because it was being sent from California. The package got to my home in pei at the end of the month in november. When Aaron and I moved here to Brownrigg pl I called her to let her know my address and new phone number when I got it. SO she sends our X-mas gifts but she doesn't send my clarinet. December = no Clarinet. So in january I had to give her my address again because she lost it and my phone number hoping to get my clarinet. January = no clarinet. So in february I am sure i had to give her my address again and phone number. February = no clarinet. So here we are march 2nd, and I am talking to my brother taylor on facebook and her says my clarinet is ready to go but mom needs my addr or something, when she said over 2 weeks ago that she was going to have it sent out, but she has been broke and waiting for money.

BULL FUCKING SHIT!!!! She has just been spending her money on my nephew because my sister has been home since jan 20th!! AAAAAAAAAAANDDD she can't fucking call me during the week or on the weekend????? The odds are because she lost my phone number!!!! WTF~!!!!!! So for some reason she can't write it and keep it on the fridge??? SHe can't spend 20 bucks to send it snail mail???!!! I don't care if she sends it regular mail as long as it it sent!! I am just pissed I paid 130$ for some thing that I have been dying to buy for the past six years and she is fucking lazy to send it???? And can't even call??????? And I don't want to call and talk to her because our conversations always end up talking about making money and paying off my loan and limiting my options to not moving, and need to do this....have all this school and not doing something with it...and not being supportive of me being in a relationship and not to be tied down for aaron if i have to go away to make alot of money to pay off my loan,i have been having the same conversation since june 2002 of grade 12!!!!!!!!!!!!! like fuck!! think of something lese, like she doesn't think i know!?????? i know people say you learn to appreciate your parents but i have had enough. If she doesn't have the nerve to respect me then fuck her! I don't care. All she thinks about is money because she has had money problems for so long it surrounds her life and I picked up the same habits, basically can't be happy if you don't have money. Seriously, maybe I should get pregnant or become a drug addict or something, or lose a leg!!

So fuck it, I refuse to call her anymore about this stupid package. It can stay there and she can take her sweet fucking time. DON'T CARE!! I have waiting over 3 months for MY clarinet that I paid with my money! And she has done this every time she sends me something. So fuck it. Don't care. No more phone calls. No nothing. Now I am just waiting to see how long it takes for the box to get here...christ....and another reason I don't want to talk to her is because where i quit Convergys. I avoided telling any of my family because I didn't want to get an earful from her where my loans are coming up and I have no money to pay them...ugh

ok......got that out........

Oh Hufflepuff.....

2009-02-03T16:49:10Z

So I stayed home from work yesterday because I was sick, you know the whole head cold thing and my ears were plugged up. Get up this morning and say hey, I feel a bit better. Brush my teeth, catch the bus, get to work....I lasted 1h 30min and work and then went home. Don't frankly understand why I feel like shit because I just finished a 10 day medication with antibiotics and then I get super sick afterward? That does not make sense. So I am now home resting and hoping this sickness business stops because being home means no work which means no money, and that is never good!

What?! Livejournal.....what the hell is that...

2008-12-09T02:13:14Z

Wow...long time no post, but I am alive, and somewhat healthy....I think. I strongly believe working at a call center deteriorates your health mentally and physically. Haven't been doing to bad physically since I have started with my personal trainer Devon, although it is costing me a small fortune that new workout he has given me is going very well with excellent results. I hope to see more results by the end of this month. Still with convergys making shit monies when I wish I wasn't making shit monies. Convergys has to be the lowest paid call center in St.John's. We get paid peanuts compared to the amount of work we can do in one day, and the shit I deal with....So constantly on the look out for postings. The whoel substituting thing didn't work out so well, but I have to call them to see if they actually go my papers....geesh. Well, we shall see what the new year brings. Definitely going to suck when my loan goes into repayment, I groan just thinking about it.
Aaron finally finished up his paper, and now is waiting from a response from Ron to see what he needs to fix up and do his presentation.Thankfully whenever he pays his tuition he will graduate with his master's in the spring. Yay!
The apartment is working out great, small leak in the kitchen window but nothing serious. i am really enjoying having my own washer and dryer. Very nice. And dishwasher that Aaron won't let me use :( It's nice to get out on our own and I am super glad I made the call for the place.
Think that is about everything......not a fan of this whole x-mas time...not enough money to even by decorations....charlie brown xmas it is....

Taliah

2008-11-26T01:13:20Z

i hope this works

OMG!!! I seriously did that???

2008-10-11T12:32:14Z

Ok so last night I went to our work party at breakers on torbay road...got really really drunk!!!
Come home around 130 am and throw up till about 2.
Aaron made me aware this morning that around 4AM I got up, pulled my pants down and proceeded to pee on the floor. When Aaron asked me what I was doing, I turned my head and said "Peeing"....

Mental Note: Never getting THAT drunk again!!!!!!

I now..........

2008-09-21T14:25:04Z

own a purple pokemon sweater with Pikachu, Squirtle, and Charmander. Two shirts with large sized Pikachu and Squirtle.
And no, I did not buy these at the children's section in Wal-Mart.

eden_83 @ 2008-09-03T22:00:00

2008-09-04T00:31:07Z

Know what is awesome!! 16 year olds encouraging a 10 year old to smoke!
yes! he is now a man!!!!!

Pooooo

2008-09-01T01:46:51Z

So right now I am employed at Convergys( a call center) and about to start my second week of training. However, I am still seeking some other means of job! I don't know if i can sit in front of a computer all day talking on the phone. Personally, I am a more face to face person. easier to read body language and interact.
I sent out an application to Nubody's fitness through two different e-mails, one of which I filled out their online application>
Why? Because I have been kicking around the idea of getting a personal trainer certification. And for those who know me and fitness...yeah.
We shall see if I get any call backs on that.But I will still keep looking. Still have four weeks of training to go. Paid training that is.

I think I would make an awesome trainer.
Andrea and Sylvie, I will come and live with you when I get my certification, and whip your butts into shape! LOL!!!!!

lates

Oh man

2008-08-11T02:20:01Z

I am a baaaaaaaaaaaaad student
I seriously should have a bullet put through my head, blargh!!